Thursday 10 September 2020

 वजह ..... तेरी कमी है ।।


आंखों में छाई आज फिर से नमी है ।
इसकी वजह तू नहीं सिर्फ तेरी कमी है ।।

यादों के वह मंजर आज भी हरे हैं,
मायूस वो मुझसे तेरी झुकी नजरें हैं ।
बेचैन है रूह मेरी सांसे गुमशुदा सी है,
ईसकी वजह तू नहीं सिर्फ तेरी कमी है ।।

भूले नहीं हम याद है तेरी हर बातें,
वो हंसी वो शरारत और कुछ अनकही मुलाकातें ।
अब लगता है खुश हुए बीते कई सदी है,
इसकी वजह तुम नहीं सिर्फ तेरी कमी है ।।

मन में रहता अजब सा सूनापन है,
जैसे खुद से जुदा मेरी हर धड़कन है ।
ऐसे हालात  किसी को शायद मिली है,
इसकी वजह तू नहीं सिर्फ तेरी कमी है ।।

वह सर्द हवाएं आज भी मदमस्त चलती है,
तेरी गलियों से होकर मुझ तक पहुंचती है ।
ना जाने फिर क्यों मन में तपिश सी रह गई है,
इसकी वजह तू नहीं सिर्फ तेरी कमी है ।।

हुए जो हमसे तुम  नाराज इस कदर,
बीच भंवर में छोड़ गए जैसे मैं  अंजाना और तुम बेखबर ।
इस डूबते को बचा ले शायद ऐसा कोई भी नहीं है,
इसकी वजह तू नहीं सिर्फ तेरी कमी ।।

न जाने क्यों तुझसे ही दिल्लगी की हसरत है,
इस उम्मीद में बिताये हमने ना जाने कितने बरस है ।
 है तुझमे भी कमियां फिर भी तेरी तालाब सी लगी है, 
 इसकी वजह तू नहीं सिर्फ तेरी कमी है ।।

आंखों में छाई आज फिर से नमी है । 
इसकी वजह तू नहीं सिर्फ तेरी कमी है ।।


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Sunday 6 September 2020

   बहुत खास हो तुम ।।

बैठा मैं यूँ  ढूंढ रहा,
वो अल्फाज जिनके सरताज हो तुम ।
किसी तारीफ की मोहताज नहीं, 
तुम जो हो ना, बहुत खास हो तुम ।।

चांद जैसे शीतलता है, नदियों जैसी चंचलता है,
हिमालय जैसा चरित्र तुम्हारा अग्नि जैसी पावनता है ।
तुम्हारी आहट सुन झूम उठते है ये उपवन ।
तुम जो हो ना, बहुत खास हो तुम ।।

सादगी तुम्हें खूब पसंद है,
ऐसा व्यक्तित्व दुनिया में बहुत कम है ।
हो नेक फरिश्ता तुम धरती पर जो करता कभी सितम ,
तुम जो हो ना, बहुत खास हो तुम ।।

हस्ती हो तब फूल झड़ते हैं,
मोर अरण्य में झूम उठते है ।
जब उठे पलकें तुम्हारी, तब बादल हो जाए मगन,
तुम जो हो ना, बहुत खास हो तुम ।।

सुबह की धूप हो या शाम के अंधियारे,
 ये नदियां, ये सागर, वन और उपवन बस तुम्हे पुकारे ।
हर ख्वाहिश, हर मुराद होती तुझ पर खत्म. 
तुम जो हो ना, बहुत खास हो तुम ।।

कोई शायर जो ना पढ़ सका,
वह कहानी जो ना लिखी गई ।
हर कोशिश में जज्बात थे कम, 
तुम जो हो ना, बहुत खास हो तुम ।।

बैठा मैं यूँ  ढूंढ रहा,
वो अल्फाज जिनके सरताज हो तुम ।
 किसी तारीफ की मोहताज नहीं, 
तुम जो हो ना,बहुत खास हो तुम ।।

Wednesday 31 May 2017

KHATAA.....JISKI SAJAA TUM HO

KHATAA.....JISKI SAJAA TUM HO !!


Kuchh aisi khataa karna chahe ye dil,
Jiski sajaa tum ho !
kin alfaazon me bayaan kar doon,
Ab jine ki wajah tum ho !!






Jo kat jaate hai din teri yaadon me,
Wo jindgani meri tum ho !
Na soya na jagaa bas socha karu mai,
Wo anokhi kahaani tum ho !!

Bhavaron ki tarah mandrata firoon mai,
Baago me bikhari paraag tum ho !
Van upvan me khoje tumhe manchala,
Jo mann ki muraad tum ho !!









Khwaabon me tumse jo ijhaar mai kar du,
Jo sharmaye wo nain tum ho!
Jo has padu mai neendon ke pahar me,
Ab raaton ki chain tum ho !!

Dikh jaati ho mujhe har taraf jo,
Wo khuli gagan tum ho !
Udna jo chahoon main teri gati me,
Wo bahti pawan tum ho !!




Mil jaye khushi mujhe teri hasi me,
Na mujhse juda tum ho !
Dhadkano par hai jo raaj tumhara,
Ab mere khuda tum ho !!

Kuchh aisi khataa karna chahe ye dil,
Jiski sajaa tum ho !
Kin alfaazon me bayaan kar doon,
Ab jine ki wajah tum ho !!


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Sunday 14 May 2017

Fir Bhi Ahsaas Wahi....

Fir Bhi Ahsaas  Wahi.....


















Tum paas nahi, fir bhi ahsaas wahi!
Jo mila hai tumse, bas yaad wahi !!                                                                          
Pahli bar do anjaan mile,
Has kar hamne mulaakaat jo ki !
Ab khush rahna mai bhool gaya
Jo fir se ham anjaan hue !!

Jo milte ham ek duje se,
Aur khub sharaarat hoti thi !
Ab fir gustaakhi karne ki,
Arzoo ek rah jati hai !!

Jo puri raat tumhe jagaya tha,
Na khud soya, tumhe khub sataya tha !
Ab karwaton me raatein kat jaati hain,
Aahein to mai bharta hoon ,
Shayad tum tak na pahuch paati hain !!                                                               

Tumhe khub rulaya hai,
Aur mai bhi saath me roya hoon !
Ab shaayad tum khush hoge,            
Mere haalaat to badtar hai !!

Tum par to aitbaar hi tha,
Par duniya se mai darta tha !
Aur isi gaflat me mai,
Tumhe bura kah baitha tha !!


Pal pal faasla badhta gaya,
Mai galat sa dikhta gaya!
Maine kabhi bura na socha,
Par shaayad tumhe aitbaar nahi !!

Tum bure waqt ko yaad kar,
Nafrat hi kar paoge !
Mai to khushnuma yadoon me jeeta,
Tum bahut yaad aoge !!

Khub bahaane dhundhe maine,
Tere paas jo aane ki !
Ab to haar gaya hoon mai,
Jo jidd hai teri jaane ki !!

Ab to soona lagta hai,                                                                                                         
Jab tum na milne aate ho !
Un sadko aur un galiyo pe,
Fir bhi dikh se jaate ho !!                                                                                     

Hame saath jo dekh na pate,
Unse bhi ye kahta hoon !
Meri aahein WO sunta hai,
Aage kahne se darta hoon !!

TUM HAMESHA KAHTE THE,
KI SAATH NA MERA CHHODOGE !
MALOOM MUJHE TUM SACHCHE HO,
KABHI TO MOOD KAR DEKHOGE!!

TUM HAMESHA KAHTE THE,
MERA BURA KABHI NA CHAHOGE !
IS BICCHHADAN ME KYA ACHHA HAI ??
SHAYAD TUM HI SAMJHA PAOGE !!

Mandir Masjeed maine ghooma ,
Har jagah sir jhukaya hai !!
Suna hai jo na insaan ke bas me,
Bas SAI hi kar paya hai !!

SAI jo chahe ham mil jayein,
Har kadam ham sang ho jayein !
Itni si rah gayi hai khwaahish,
Baaki koi armaan nahi !!

Ek baar mai ro sakoon,
Teri palkon me fir kho sakoon !
Har sajaa ke mai kaabil hoon,
Shaayad mujrim ban kar ji sakoon !!

Darr nahi mujhe jamaane se,
Na ghar se na gharaane se !
Bas teri parwaah karta hoon,
Isliye dur rahta hoon !!

Jo ki gustaakhi, sajaa to do,
Mil kar mujhse, gila karo !
Agar Jaan leni hai meri,
Til til mat marne ko chhodo, ek dafa insaaf karo !!

Fariyaad hai tumse,
Jald laut kar ana !
Saasein ukhad rahi hai meri,
Mulaakat ek farz hai tumhe nibhana !!
                                                                          
Ek baar fir has kar to milo,
Sharaarton ka fir mauka to do !!
Baith rahi hai dhadkan meri, 
Haathon me apne thaam to lo !!

Suna hai marnewale khusnaseeb kahlaate hai,
Anjaane bhi unko, ek nazar dekh jate hain !
Aaj nahi to kal hai jana,
Fir shaayad tum milne ana !!

Yaad rahe na bah jayein aansu,
Thandi padi us laash par !
Tere aansu meri majboori,
Kahin fir laut na aoon teri raah par !!

Mai fir tumhe hasaaoon, aap fir mujhe rulayein,
Mai fir tumhe jagaoon, aap fir mujhe sataaein !
Mai teri raahein taakoon aur aap milne aayein,
Har janam sirf tumko paayein !!


Har janam sirf tumko paayein !!!!


Ab to bas itni hai chahat,
Kah lo tum fariyaad sahi !
Tum paas nahi, fir bhi ahsaas wahi,
Jo mila hai tumse, bas yaad wahi !!















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Thursday 11 May 2017

Those Restless Moments When I Think Of You

Those Restless Moments When I Think Of You !!







Sitting at my place, staring at the door ,
Waiting for the one, whom my heart adores !
Hey.. I can listen to the tiptoe around the floor,
Obviously, it sounds different as if a mermaid approaching the shore !!

My heart has started to beat faster,

It can't hold on without a glimpse of its "MASTER" !
I may pretend to be normal,
Expressing by a smile that is just so formal !
Deep Inside I go crazy,
Can't hide it from you, I am too lazy !!

You pushed the door to enter the floor,

Had you stared into my eyes,
Entire story would have been told !
With every steps that you take,
Fairness of yours like snowflakes !
The background gets fade,
Out of happiness my face turns red !!

It appears as if the time has stopped,

As if this world knows ,
Neither a watch nor a clock !
I wish I could halt you for a second,
For this is what my heart strongly reckons !!

Before you realise,

I wish to get by your side !
Bring my face closer to your ears,
Whispering, "My lady, I have waited for you since years" !
Whatever be you accessories, anything you wear,
I never notice, I don't even care !
Remember those childhood shows symbolising togetherness of two,
You are my "WEENIE" and I shall be your "POOH" !!

Before you sense this awkwardness,

As I have made this universe to stop !
Need to get back to my place, at any cost,
You might have noticed a few words !
Most of the them might get unheard,
But trust me, I never wish to impose !
Let me be an insignificant thorn
That may protect its "ROSE" !!

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Mistakes v/s Forgiveness

  Mistakes v/s Forgiveness !!


                         
                                                                         









We have met for a reason,
Don't term it a mistake !
Let the time fly and you shall realise,
Meanwhile, please calm down for God sake !!

People do act stupid and it is so normal,
It only happens when meetings are not formal !
It's wonderful to fight and neutralize,
For it allows strangers to know each others better sides !!

They are elements of ego and unknown false prides,
For those are hindrances !
In settling the bitterness,
And letting two people sit beside !!

Their have been fond memories,
And we have shared some giggles!
But trust me my stranger,
Without those  now life looks so meager !!


Though mistakes were committed,
But, its not just you who has cried !
Realising the pain inflicted upon you,
Now it's too hard for me to survive !!


You always complain that I hurt you so much, now and then,
But there is a realisation in this very statement !
We never get hurt by strangers but through our faithfuls,
And this is the part of story that is so painful !!

I have been so stupid,
Troubling you so far !
But you always cared for me,
Welcomed me every time with an open heart !!

It's too hard to imagine,
Losing a person like you !
Just out of my foolishness,
I believe you don't even want that too !!

I may be brazen, very rude,
But deep inside you know that !
This idiot who often hurts me,
Cares for me too !!

More than phrases consider this writing as praises,
For the one who deserves and reading it with read faces !
There are lost hopes, certain despairs,
But trust me with time things would be repaired !!

You can never think wrong for me,
I never intend to do any harm !
Let us travels through stars,
And embrace  each others charm !!

=========The Beginning======